The creator

I saw the belly protruding
And I liked it.
I sensed life starting
As if I could feel it.
I was in my mother’s womb
My baby would be in mine.
This amuses me all the time.

I am a creator of life.
My mom created me.
I will create my child
Inside me.

I am a god
The life giver
As my mom is.
The thought excites me
Every time.

Small baby inside me
Kicking my belly
Laughing
Crying at times
Who knows?
She might be yelling
And smiling.

I keep on hallucinating a lot

I know there’s time
For me to create life inside me.
But I still treasure the feeling
Of being a mother
The creator.

letting things be

You play your game
I keep watching
A mere spectator
As I am

You take your move
I shake a bit
After all I am aware
Of everything you do

This new game of yours
I've been watching too close
I don't know why
I hate myself for doing so

I hate myself
For knowing you so much
I hate you
For revealing yourself as truly as you could

I've seen you
Inside out
Your every emotions
Have pierced my heart

I couldn't remain
As indifferent as I was before
Tnd that's what
Caused all the pains

I will return
To my state of indifference
You go on playing
I'll keep watching

I'll watch
I'll observe
Getting amused at times
I'll let things go by.