Indifference

Your smile doesn’t make me feel any better
Your jokes aren’t silly to me
I don’t long to hear your voice
I don’t wish to see your smiling face

The vibes don’t connect
Your words fail to pierce my heart
Your gestures are vague
Your promises are fake

I am tired
I am fed up
I need a break
Let’s get this over

Love is but an illusion
Why proceed it then?
Let’s start anew
Walking our separate ways

I don’t need you anymore
Nor your comforting kisses
They don’t make a difference
I lie indifferent to your embraces.

Time’s running fast
I lag far behind
Stop, slow down
Take me with you
Cries I.

He turns back
Gives his sly smile
And, speed up instead
Leaving me awed behind.

I have to pace up
Take bigger leaps
Ignore the trivia
Realizes I.

I try to run
To catch up with time’s pace
I fall
I fail
I lag behind.

Then I give up
Frustration overpowers me
Hopeless I become
Void the future seems.

Live the moment
The heart says
Love the world
Lest before you die.

Why hurry
When life’s not about winning
Conquer yourself
Run slow.

Love
Learn to love
Live
Enjoy your life.

Smile back
When flowers smile at you
Radiate
Like the morning glow.

I tried
I failed
So, I went
Back to depressed me.